More precious than any treasure

No words can describe my feeling when I see my boys and girls all grown up. It’s like seeing my own kids becoming young adults. Though I’ve left the unit for nearly 2 years, it seems like just yesterday. The excitement and tiredness on their face reminds me of the time I had when I was still part of the unit. seeing the blur face of the sec 1, the specialists who were still amateur leaders when I left and my CLTs who are much more mature now, really warmed my heart.

Watching the video done by Xing Ying really touches my heart. I can still remember the time when I first became part of this unit. My very first even was the farewell party for the part D cadets. Those were the time when the juniors and I had no idea how to go about doing and the part D themselves have to plan their own farewell. At that time, the unit had only 6 part D cadets and had just managed to get out of the crisis of closing down, and now the unit has grown to nearly 100 cadets.

I really hope the cadets will treasure every moment they spent during their years of training in NCC Air. These are the moments no money can buy. The hardship they’ve overcome, the friendship they’ve made, the bonding they’ve built are things that not everyone will get. At least when I was of their age, I did not have such. Seeing them develop somewhat filled the missing piece in my life.

I really thank them for giving me such good memories, one that I would treasure and share with my loved ones.

再坚强也需要拥抱

原本应是两个人的世界，却因生活而需分隔两地。偶尔想要一个拥抱，却得不到。是感性还是理性。

虽然已习惯一个人生活，可是孤单的夜里仍渴望一个温暖的怀抱，一个心灵上的慰籍，可惜却得不到。这种失落感令人厌恶，令人无助。只有赶紧上床睡觉，期待明天的到来。

蓦然回首，好像觉得渐渐地失去了些什么，不再完整。

重执教鞭

友人的博客勾起了觅心不少的回忆，差点就忘了从前教学的快乐时光。什么时候，觅心厌倦教学的生活？从来没有，觅心始终对教学抱有一股热忱，然而是什么原因迟迟不愿归队。仔细想想是自己安于现状，讨厌改变。

回想从前教学生涯，喜怒哀乐比比皆是，日子也因此过得特别快。看着一批批莘莘学子离开学校，无论是踏入社会、或是继续升学，自己都有一种莫名的满足感，好像是看着自己的儿女一样。那种快乐和喜悦是觅心在现在的工作领域无法找到的。当然，无可否认的是现在的工作也有教学无法体会的经验与挑战。就再给自己一些时间去寻找属于自己的一片天。

倒立看世界

偶然间看到这篇短文：
有一个小男孩在心情不好时，就喜欢靠着墙倒立。他说：“正着看这些人、这些事，我会心烦，所以我倒立着看世界。忽然之间，我觉得所有人和事物变得好笑了，这时我就会好过一点。 觅心想起了《流星花园》里的花泽类。类伤心时也喜欢倒立，这样眼泪才不会掉下来。听起来有点傻，可是却很实在。 伤心时，最难的就是不掉泪。强忍着泪水就有如有东西哽塞着喉咙。放声大哭虽然有失仪态（尤其是女生），可是大哭一场后，心情舒畅，有时连原先令自己伤心的事物也忘却了。 少年烦恼总是特别多。夜深人静时，心里却格外寂寞，有时莫名的悲伤涌上心头。常喜欢躺在宿舍的床上，把两只脚伸到窗外，傻傻地看着天花板。有时大哭一场，然后笑自己的无聊。
成年后，少年时的烦恼是少了，取而代之的是现实生活中的种种问题。有时，甚至没时间去思考，每日浑浑噩噩地生活着。有那么惨吗？其实也没有。只是长大后好像少了很多幻想空间，有时想做些荒唐事，却有碍于自己的年龄。“都那么大了，怎么还像小孩子一样。”这是常听到的话，多希望不长大，永远保佑孩童的天真稚气。
这时，或许倒立的世界是最有幻想的空间。