technology surprises me

i never imagine myself writing my blog just like sending a sms. Wif yun yun sleeping so soundly next to me n no cumbersome wires. It's no wonder y pple keep changing hp. Wif tis phone, will it help gong gong in his work? I really hope so. Though it takes long to write as compare to type but it's definitely more convenient for gong gong to go out wif us. At least he dun need to bring his laptop wif him all the time or rush back to check emails-tat's sme thing to b happy. I just hope tis wld nt give him the opportunity to work even longer. Just hope he knows hw to take care of himself.

One big mucus

No wonder people said mother will do anything for their child. To think I actually try sucking out the mucus in Fion's nose. I guess all mothers will do that for their child.

I saw some shops selling those small little suction pump for clearing nose, but when I saw how small Fion's nose is, I wouldn't dare to put any hard object near her face. She might just struggle and hit against it. So using my mouth is the most natural and gentle way of clearing her nose. See how big her mucus was. She was crying for milk this morning and the mucus was coming in and out of her nose. Guess if papa was there, he would just ignore since it won't hurt her. But I felt she might breathe better without that sticky mucus. Once I tried sucking and pulling it, it came out so big. I guess Fion could breathe much better thereafter.

Visit to the doctor

Today is the 2nd time we've brought bb to see Doctor Lim. Shouldn't call bb anymore. She has gotten her birth cert and her official name - Fion Foo Jia Yun.Today, papa and mummy went with a worrying heart. Worried that we overfed Fion – since she’s drinking milk like every hour, plus after latching her, she still cries for more milk. Sometimes, it seems like she drank up to 160-180ml of milk per feeding. She never seems satisfied. Next is her jaundice. The lactation nurse mentioned if she sleeps too much, then we might want to bring her to the doctor earlier. I was thinking over and over again how to determine "sleep too much". Thought all bb like to sleep. My girl sleeps alot during the day, takes a longer time to fall asleep at night. But overall she seems to be sleeping normally.All the worries went off when doctor said she’s growing well. She weighs 4.4 kg today, gained 400g since her last visit a week ago. The doctor said it's good that she's gaining weight, but amazed at the rate she put on weight. Guess she's just like when she was in my tummy, getting all nutrients from whatever her mummy/she eats. I’m happy as well. Been thinking about my breastfeeding process with Fion. Probably I was too stubborn and competitive. I just wanted to be like other mums to be able to direct feed her and hope she can be like other bb, ignoring the fact that all bb are different. This gave me and Fion additional pressure. Now I learn to take things easy. If she can latch and I can take the pain, will try to latch her. If not, bottle will be fine, as long as she still gets the goodness of breastmilk.

missing umbical cord...

I never thought I would keep the umbical cord of Fion, but to throw it away seems a pity. No matter what, it's part of her. I should keep it and show her when she grows up.

Her umbical cord took longer than usual to fall off. Mum said usual 5-6 days after she's born. It took slightly longer, but it still came off. I din notice how it came off, but luckily it din drop somewhere till I can't locate. If not, there would be any memory for Fion.

Mummy's challenge

Amongst all things, breastfeeding is one of the most challenging task I faced. You never seem to know if the bb is full or satisfied. Latching the bb to my breasts is also a big challenge. After latching, she can suckle for 2 hours, but yet still cry for more after the feed. This is especially tiring in the night. I wonder if it's due to her bottle feeding habit though the lactation nurse said so, but the older folks all believe it's just a matter of time when she has the strength to suckle. I guess I would have to follow my instinct and also look at how bb responds. I love you bb. You are doing well. Let mummy and you work hard.

Yun Yun, my darling girl...

After a week of thinking and checking, we finally decided on the chinese name for Fion.

She is known as Fion Foo Jia Yun - 符嘉芸.

Papa decided that name will affect Fion for life, so we decided to get help from a fortune teller. Initially,we wanted the name "Yu Han - 宇涵", but the fortune teller said it was not suitable. So he told us to come back on Tue to get a selection of names.

We had quite a few chinese characters to choose from and we had to mix and match the chinese characters to get a name we want. There are actually quite a few selections, but we had constraints such as must not clash with relatives' name, must sound nice in Hainanese, must be unique. So after discussing with both families, we finally decided on the name "Jia Yun". "Jia"means praise, "Yun" means among the rest. I guess this is my interpretation that she will be the outstanding one among the rest.

Anyway, I like the name. Of cos' it may not be the most unique name, but it fits my girl perfect. Yun yun... That's what I would call her. She's my beautiful girl.